31 December

Back from Austria. It was fucking awesome. The post will come later, because first: new years eveee!

Let's go

At the moment I'm busy with packing. I've got this work cut out for me, because they only allow us to bring just one bag with us. But hey, it's worth it because in the evening I'm going to Gerlizen, Austria! Happy holiday everyone and enjoy this Christmas day!

I will find the good in this loss. I will make something happen that wouldn't have happened otherwise. I don't know what yet, but I will find it. Oh and by the way: Merry Christmas.

"And you still mean everything to her. It's not that she doesn't want to try one more time, she's just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason"

Maybe I just wasn't ready for love. It should bring joy, it should grant a person peace, but here and now, it was only bringing pain

Nobody ever forgot anything, not really, though sometimes they pretended, when it suited them. Memories were permanent. Sorrowful ones remained sad even with the passing of time, yet happy ones, like me, could never be recreated - not with the same joy