No fucking way

They always say: One day it's love, the next day it's gone.
I think it turned out the opposite way for me:
One day it's gone, the next day it's love again.

1 day. Or a few.

Give me a day and I'm over it.
What a terrible mistake to let go something wonderful for something real

Look at us now,
we could be anything, everything.
Now we're nothing.

Delete this, delete all

I guess it was just my imagination.
Think twice before you do those stupid things again with your drunk head.
Lesson 1 in life: You just gotta deal with the shit people do.

I want to see you. Now

I love cycling during night, with the forward visibility of a party or at any rate some place with loads of people and good atmosphere. I love that kick of having some good fun, I'm kinda addicted to the good things in life. I guess a bit too addicted. I hate the feeling of forced to stay home, just the idea of missing good things that are happening outside without me. I just can't deal with that feeling. And I tried to find a picture which suits this post. But no picture can respresent the energy I feel at this moment.

For once, don't let me down. Don't give my friends another chance to say,

"I told you so." Don't let my faith in you be a waste. Gosh, I don't even want
to have faith in you, you suck.  And I hate myself for talking about you.

I perceived yesterday that our silent game isn't over yet,
but don't give me hope.
Hope sucks.

Well, things have been kind of heavy these days, trying to figure out which road to take. There are many decisions to be make, and the only time I feel okay is when I'm surrounded by the best. So throw the middle finger, tell em bitches see ya later. I'm going out, this night will be a good night.

No combination

Take that risk or move the fuck on
give me a sign or I'll quit before I fall any deeper
and even if my heart should break
you'd be my most tempting mistake
but if anyone can make it, I'm bettin' on me and you

Dutch Design Week

It's the middle of the week, means already a few days autumn-break. I haven't rest for one minute, the whole week is build with plans. Friends, party's, gym and stuff, things I do with love but on the other side it's so fucking tiring to have no 'real break' at all. Anyways, I went today to the DDW in Eindhoven! It was a rainy (but awesome) day which included a lot of walking, seeing, buying and receiving inspiration!

This dress of Isabel Valdés Marín is in one
word formidable, got so much inspiration from
this woman. Photo's taken in Design Academy

Coffee during our break

     

At the station

Shoot 09-10

Here some photo's of the shoot I told you about a few posts ago,
the main theme was 'Desire..' with different topics.

'I never thought that I'd fall in love with you like this..'

Haha, big joke. I'm not into you. Well, maybe a bit. No.

Not yet.

People call me naive, unfortunately they don't see I dó see through them 

Today I have one of those days I realize how lucky I am with the ones who are always standing right beside me. Life is a bitch, and no matter how carefully you choose your words, they'll always end up being twisted by others. But I don't have to explain it to my closest, they know my real story. They know who I am.

I can see them sometimes think that I'm heartless. I can only say that I've learned from the past, and from my mistakes. Remember there's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they are the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to.
Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix.

Seriously, sometimes I just don't get the point.

You guys should live fast and try to enjoy the moments.

Stop planning your life and let it plan itself,

if you don't want drama, then don't talk crap.

Things are only complicated as you make them.

You're a mystery, I like mystery's. 

Let's parté

I'll leave now. And remember:

Live with no excuses, and love with no regrets!

See ya laterrrr

W.E.E.K.E.N.D

Never chase them, quickly replace them.
Mistakes? Nah, I don't retrace them.
I just move on, and metally erase them.

Eleanor Hardwick

I'm going to do a fotoshoot on sunday, and I'm really excited about it. The concept is 'Desire..' with little themes like 'Desire to be perfect', 'Desire to be that girl', etc. I've been told that the photo's are in the style of eleanor hardwick, and I think her photographs are such beautiful pieces. Have a look: http://www.eleanorhardwick.com/

My rule

Never love someone who treats you like you're ordinary

Today

'Blijf je dromen volgen 

Die zijn alleen bij jou bekend 
Blijf opstaan en doorgaan 

Ook al word je vaak afgeremd 

En nee hoeft geen nee te zijn 

Misschien een andere weg om te kiezen 

Want als je niet probeert 

Zul je altijd verliezen.'

Betrayed

So yesterday I was a bit broken I guess.
People who are to weak for following their dreams,
will always want to discourage yours.
But I know where I'm standing now, though.

Impotence

I've already accepted a long time ago my body doesn't act the way it has to act. You don't feel the pain and tiredness anymore if it's all you've ever felt the last years. But it's hard you know, it's going backwards. I've swum 5 houres this week, I've danced for 45 minutes, I jogged, and went 2 times to gym. Yesterday I was in Belgium for a swimgame and I was absolutely exhausted when I was done with my 100 meter butterfly part. I heard that there were 11 seconds expired above my time. 11 seconds. 'You have to work on your condition, or just accept you can't do it anymore.' So I turned my back to the men and I felt my heart crying.

The best feeling is when you look at him, and he's already staring