Still feeling the weekend

I had a party last friday, had a  lovely time. Unfortunately I had to wake up early the next morning, ditto for the sunday, so I'm pretty tired right now. Well, completely exhausted. But lucky me that the sun appeared and will keep shining these days.

It sucks. It sucks that out of all the people in all of the world, that this inutterably disease has to affect me.

When I saw you
I fell in love
You smiled
Because you knew

- William Shakespeare

'It was sweet as sugar. And is was warm, warm as pie. The whole world opened up and I fell inside. I don't know where I was, but I didn't care. I didn't care because the only person who mattered was there with me.'

- Sarah Addison Allen

Weather's getting better

The sun came today. Like yesterday.

'Go to an ugly, terrible place with me. 

Make it pretty, nice and beautiful with me.'

 

Swan lake

Saturday evening I went to the theatre, for one of the most famous shows of ballet: the Swan Lake. It was so beautiful. The dansers of the National Ballet danced an incredibly fantastic show on music composed by Pjotr Iljitsj Tjaikovski, who is is one of the best composers in my opinion. It's kinda weird to hear some of the music you've played by yourself, and what's more, the first synchronized show I've swum had the theme of 'the Swan Lake'. But above all, you really have to see this amazing ballet once in your life.




   

    

Good life

I had a great time friday, thank you for everything lovely people! Take a look at my presents:

Last post as a fifteen-year-old!

About exactly 1 hour and 19 minutes it's my birthday! I'm so excited, have waited for that day for so long. Looking back I've had tough moments in life, struggling with myself and didn't know which road to take. But it feels like it's getting calmer, that things are finally setteling in the right place. Tomorrow I'm just going to have fun, with friends and family. The day after includes a lot of plans, my schedule is actually completely full. Consultation in the morning, training in the afternoon, going to the theatre in the evening and having another party at night. I'll tell about the theatre later, firstly having a good time tomorrow. Lots of love!

I feel like doing something bold, but I could just easily walk away.        

  I am not sure which option is smarter, or better.

So. Show me. Show me what lives inside your head.

Well, I'm thinking it might be possible,
possible for things to work out sometimes.

     Definitely not everything and maybe not the way you imagined,

          but sometimes, when you least expect it, life suprises you.

They were the first persons I really loved
I lost them
Make sure I won´t lose you
Make sure you won´t belong to my past someday

I don't ever want to miss the way only you can act, I don't ever want to miss the priceless nights when you look me in the eyes so serious and than ask the most silly question. I know you've got your flaws, the terrible feelings you gave me too often. But please, don't ever change, don't ever.

Sometimes it feels an awful lot like love