Screw you, damn saturday

I just want things to be normal. No I don't. I don't know.
Our thing is just so unusual. When things are good, it's magic.
But when ignorance meets me, it gives me a damn confused feeling.

Friday, holiday, heaven

Exhausted

Five freakin' amazing days, but my body is totally broken!
Looking forward to next year, transforming this year into a lottogirl,
ninja, guy, hellsangel and nerd was so much fun haha.

Party day two and three

Amazing times. I will upload a serie of photo's when these days are over!

Party day one

I just wanna say thankyou to all of my friends,

 who are creating those incredible moments together with me!

'I promised a lot. 

But never that it was that hard to get back up after all those times you knocked me down.'

What I said about that he could make every emotion ten times stronger..
 it's true you know.
It's so fucking true.

Rest in peace, Whitney

I hope life treated you kind
And I hope you had all you've dreamed of

She always looked away before she drowned in his eyes. She didn't know exactly if it was because she was afraid of too much love, or losing control.. But what she knew was that she could trust his eyes because what lived inside them, lived inside her. And maybe that's why she wouldn't let herself lost in his soul. The possibility of being taken away by that feeling she couldn't describe, frightened her so much 

'The way he looks at you..' She said.

Satisfied

Yesterdaynight was a damn good night. Carnival '12 started great, next week many other good nights will follow, I'm sure of it!

Outfit | Grey and teal

What a lovely day. I don't have lessons today, only two houres of gym in the afternoon and tonight carnivals party! Few days ago the sun appeared, but unfortunately the pictures failed. Today I woke up with the sun again,   so in the hole of my schedule I did a quick shoot:

One day

Though it give me that perfect satisfiction and the troubles seems to fade away when I'm with you, there is always that suppressed fear. Maybe it is a put-up job, maybe it is not. But what I hope is that it will not last forever, that someday it is not there anymore. That we will be at a place where anxiety does not exist, where they do not know my name. 

I don't know if my heart can take this, but I really hope it can,

because every second with you makes it worth the risk

Outfit | New top and earrings