Maybe I have to look more at what I have, instead of what I miss. 

For now, I'd rather be missing you than love someone else. 

Almost ready

My suitcase is packed, I'm going to take a nap in a minute. We will finally depart from Amsterdam tonight at 5 o'clock in the morning. Our resort is settled in Bojr Cedria, on the coast of Tunisia. I'm really curious, but I will definitely love it overthere. 

Enough books and magazines to read for two weeks!

Even if it's already reciprocated, it doesn't féel like it's reciprocated. 

People fall in love all the time. And it's not always with the right people. 

You can still miss someone who's right beside you. Fucked up thing.

Old photoshoot 2011

I know everything and nothing about him all at the same time

Back home

Wonderful days. We had a beautiful surrounding, sweet neighbours, cycled 70 kilometres in total,  went into the hot-tub, cooked every night by ourselves except for the last day and  enjoyed the nature.

Yes, we made a mess. We know. Pictures of the house:

Away with friends!

So tomorrow I'm going on vacation with friends, I'm excited. Just to go away from it all, relaxing and enjoying. We already have planned some stuff but most of the things still have to be filled in, which I don't mind. Let's get spontaneous. These days are going to be lovely!

Better known as Y.O.L.O

             
Weren't many people yesterday at the party but it was still nice, spoke to friends I won't be able to talk to this entire summer. Tonight there is another one but I won't go, it has to do with the activity which is on the schedule tomorrow. Me and a friend will travel with public transport without knowing where we will end! Quite fun, I have always wanted to do that and now it will become reality. It's also time for packing my bag, monday I will go on vacation with friends! I will tell more about it later.

I noticed that we still have to watch out for the danger of fairy-tales, the stories of perfect relationships, right treatments, and the normal way of acting. We will suffer if we won't be careful. Like everyone is doing the right thing except for us. But we don't mind, we don't mind at all. And that is exactly the thing, people don't understand that we don't mind. Truth is that I can remember every moment we were together, and in each of them there was something wonderful. I can't really pick any one time that meant more than any other. It was not perfect the entire time, but it felt perfect. That kind of time everyone should have.

The definition of beauty

I've been thinking about it for a long time, what the definition of beauty is. When do you call people beautiful? Is there even a definition for it? I don't think so. It's a fine balance between confidence and cockiness, and it has something to do with a passion for life and a focus on the world outside yourself, while having the ability to be unafraid to have a sense of humor about yourself. I've found plenty of people 'beautiful' features simply because of their charisma, their ability to make a room smile.

When it comes to 'beauty from the outside', there isn't an exact definition either. I've known people who were very pleasing to the eye.. until they opened their mouths and let everybody knows just how ugly they really are. I don't make my decision of calling girls handsome on their hair and eye colour or whatever, but most of the time I call them pretty if I wouldn't mind to look like them. Over the years I've collected photo's of people who I think are pretty (from the outside!):

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I thought I was fine, until I caught myself on wondering if the air was smelling the same over there and looking to the moon and wishing you goodnight

Finally holiday!

My internet didn't work for two days, so I've written this post on sunday:

Yesterday I finished all my work so since then the holiday began for me. I had lovely days with friends, went out, and today I've been working. Due to all those graduating-party’s I went to these weeks, it’s feels like everyone has graduated except me, haha! It makes me realize that I still have two years to go, but I’ll survive it hopefully. My week through phone:

1. This week I officially graduated for the second part of my piano exam on D- level
2 & 3. Yesterday I don’t –surprisingly- went to a graduating but a birthday party, it was fun.
4 & 5. In the afternoon there was an activity of my synchronized swimming club, which I and someone else organized this time. Because it was the last lesson of the year, the ritual which is called ‘Gold Magnum and Fish’ happened. I’m going to explain this ritual to you, but don’t guarantee this will be understandable. The ‘Gold Magnum’ and the ‘Fish’ are both prizes, which you can win if you succeed to the requirements. The Gold Magnum is for someone who has the highest score on technique-ground, which is based on the exams you take part in. The fish is completely different. All the trainers of the club have to nominate a member of the group, there are many reasons why you can be nominated. Think of ‘motivates another group members’, or ‘most present’ or just ‘always trying her best’. After all the nominations are introduced, the trainers get a list of the names and they have to give 1-2-3 point to the ones who they think is deserving the prize. Well, couple days ago I had to return the Gold Magnum for the new winner, because I’d won it previous year. And surprisingly I won the Fish this year! Believe me if I’m saying I was happy.
6. Wednesday my best friends and I throw a ‘childparty’, it sounds ridiculous but it was so fun. We did it for the nostalgia and because we aren’t able to meet together this summer. Water, balloons, music and decorating cakes makes your life complete.

I also bought some new shoes. Just for summer, advantage is that they can be combined with almost everything.

My plan for the rest of this week: Work, work, work and thursdaynight the last graduation-party, friday and saturday with friends and then going on vacation with the girls! I'll tell you soon more about it.