31 December

Back from Austria. It was fucking awesome. The post will come later, because first: new years eveee!

Let's go

At the moment I'm busy with packing. I've got this work cut out for me, because they only allow us to bring just one bag with us. But hey, it's worth it because in the evening I'm going to Gerlizen, Austria! Happy holiday everyone and enjoy this Christmas day!

I will find the good in this loss. I will make something happen that wouldn't have happened otherwise. I don't know what yet, but I will find it. Oh and by the way: Merry Christmas.

"And you still mean everything to her. It's not that she doesn't want to try one more time, she's just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason"

Maybe I just wasn't ready for love. It should bring joy, it should grant a person peace, but here and now, it was only bringing pain

Nobody ever forgot anything, not really, though sometimes they pretended, when it suited them. Memories were permanent. Sorrowful ones remained sad even with the passing of time, yet happy ones, like me, could never be recreated - not with the same joy

This was the kind of hurt that could only be inflicted by someone you loved, who loved you. It was sort of like being stabbed from the inside out. 

Feel the inspiration

"Fates are connected in ways we don't understand."

- Mitch Albom, The Time Keeper

Holiday!

 

When I think of you and me and what we shared, I know it would be easy for others to dismiss our time together as simply a by-product of the days and nights we spent by the sea, a "fling" that, in the long run, would mean absolutely nothing. That's why I don't tell them. They wouldn't understand, and I don't feel the need to explain, simply because I know in my heart how real it was.. how real this is.

I'm not mad
I'm just sad

There's a difference

Upcoming things

Today the first snow came. Holland turned into a white world, and apparently not everyone was happy with it.. except me! It gives such a cozy atmosphere, especially because it's prom tonight. I have been looking forward for it quite a long time, we'll see if we we'll succeed with our killerheels in the white blanket..

.. and what's more, only 3 weeks and it will be holiday, and at christmas I'll depart to AUSTRIA! More about it later!  Furthermore there are some birthday parties to go, and ofcourse new years eve is also coming. I'll defenitely have a good time, this december month.

 

             

Photo diary lately

1. Good time with lovely friends and campfire, good music and marshmallows!

2. "Black-peet"...

3. Employees fest

4. A lot of school work, glad the semester has finished..

.. last friday spending time with the girls, watching films with sweets and nice drinks..

.. we finally found the perfect music for our synchronized swimming duet, it will be on dubstep.
How freakin´ awesome!