31-05-2011

Goodbye, my angel

I love to take pictures.
I really love it, you know.
Just the feeling of having a memorie of something special,
something you might want to keep for a long long time.
It's just a little piece of paper,
but when I look at my photo's I once made..
I can feel the beautyness of that moment,
of that place, at that time.
When I first saw you I knew you would be hard to forget.
That moment I realised I'd never seen someone
who looked like an angel, so pure, so unreal.
But I didn't take a picture.
Maybe three, not more.
Three is just nĂ³thing if you compare it with the one I take per month,
per week, per day, and especially per 'angel'.
When I look back now, I really have no idea
why I didn't force myself to collect some memories.
I might have think this time it would be more,
be longer, and that I didn't had to worrie.
That I had to enjoy the moment,
and that I could collect memories in the future.
As many as I would.

Now you are fading away.
I don't even know if you already left me without a goodbye.
I take this as a lesson of god.
If you are lucky, sometimes an angel will come
and share his beautyness from above with you.
And angels don't have to be photographed to be remembered.


Oh sunny day


I've learned that you never must make someone your priority,
when they only make you an option.
And in the end, I know my pride will be worth much more that your stupid little love.

27-05-2011

It will never go away

My lovers arms
I begged them to stay
But I know the storms
They will sweep me away..

I still don't know what to do.
It's really hard to decide when you're too tired to hold on,
yet too addicted, hypnotised, obsessed and in love to let go.

25-05-2011

Feelin' like a kid

In the afternoon I took a little break from learning,
and I went to our garden with my music..
It's been a long time ago that my feet are really hurted
because of the many jumps I made in the air and on the grass haha!


I've made this picture 2 months ago and thought it was suitable (:
it's me and my lovely friend, more pictures of this shoot will come soon.

24-05-2011

Addicted

Hope, disappointment, regret, hope again..
I´m so confused right now
living in a dreamworld
and have to get out



23-05-2011

And in the end, they are all the same

Lost


I've been searching for myself
for oh so many times
I've been searching for the answers within answers
but no one seems to know what's on my mind

Tomorrow I'm gonna believe again, I promiss.

22-05-2011

Empty again


I know I will be hurted
and feel the emptiness again
I know there will be another goodbye
A goodbye like those others
The truly painful goodbyes
that are never said, and never explained
But my hearts says,
I will always continue with my little obsession


 

 

19-05-2011

First post

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised