Truly mocking

Nowadays people arround me are stressing out for nothing, talking about testes which will happen eighty weeks later, about all the things that have to be completed before some deadline.. And when I see someone who is working so hard like they will die if they don't, the inside of me get's a bit freaked out.. 

Now I'm starting to see why people could have a reason for hating me in earlier times. 

You know, I was a perfectionist, in former days.
Well I still am, but now more restricted.

Let's say, what needs to be done, has to be done.
And if something has to be completed, I will complete it.

But to continue with my first mock-part,
ofcourse I have respect for those ones.
But the last time it leads into terrible irritation.

Why I've changed my mentality of perfectionism?
My disease. It helped me to understand that there's more.
Because in the end, it's not the years in life that count.
It's the life in your years.