You don't have the choice whether to fall in love or not. But what you cán do is choose between falling deeply without knowing where you'll end, fight against it or deny your feelings and try to force losing control. I think I'm doing the last thing. They say every girl has that one guy that could call here up at 3 in the morning and the only 4 words she would say is: give me 10 minutes. And I knów that I'm getting lost in your eyes without even trying, that there's desire when I'm near you and that I completely forget all the troubles when I'm in your arms. But I still refuse to admit, admitting leads into expectations and I don't want to lose control. Ofcourse being a victim of love is the most beautiful and overwhelming thing that can happen to you, but on the other hand it's so scary. Oh it scares me so much. Cause you actually never promised to stick around, that's why I don't want to expect you to. But deep inside me I feel I do. It confuses me, and if I give up to soon because I'm scared of getting hurt, I'll never know what I'll be missing. So don't let my faith in you be a waste, please don't.
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