I have had so many illusions about this post. How it would look like. I thought I would shout out loud, that I was so happy I barely could typ anymore. The truth is, I have had my piano exam today. And well, I graduated. But I don't feel relieved what I should be, I don't feel like I have succeeded. Pathetic don't you think? I've always had the thought that this was my goal, that if I had accomplished it, I would feel something like I could handle the world. But I don't. Welcome to the world of a perfectionist.